I'm tired. I'm frustrated.
I'm tired from work. I'm stressed from the year-end hoopla. Thankfully we have a couple of new folks since this time last year which have drastically cut down my hours (see here and here). But, the stress has still been pretty high and I'm tired.
I'm frustrated at the place where I am in my life. I'm sure most of it is just cyclical emotions, but I've had some good time the past few weeks with my new little friend Charlie (my friend Heather's 2 month old precious boy) and I'm so ready for that part of my life! I know I'm not supposed to wish away the "now," but I can't help it. The fact that there really aren't any prospects for moving things along makes it even harder. And it didn't help that today I found out that an invitation that I was issued is good for "me and family" or "me and guest." Read: one guest. If I had a husband and 7 children, we would ALL be invited. But since I am single, I only get one guest. How does that work?