So, today is Wednesday. Hump day. The downhill slide to the weekend. Except that this week, the upcoming weekend is going to be far more work than relaxation. Yes, you remembered correctly - the first weekend of December is the New Friends New Life Home Tour. Like last year, I'm responsible for the checkout process at the Holiday Shoppe. Ensuring that our visitors have a smooth and easy checkout process, and that we can evaluate effectively where they spent their money.....yep. That's my job. Hopefully will be a little smoother this year than last. Saturday we'll spend the day getting the Holiday Shoppe set up, then Sunday is the big day. The Home Tour brings in a big chunk of change towards the annual operating budget and the determination of how many women we can help in their venture to straighten out their lives.
On this Wednesday, I am also wondering several things:
*will I ever figure out what I am "supposed" to do/be?
*will my Prince Charming ever cross paths with me? and is it time to help that along by joining the digital age of dating?
*do I really want to stay in my apartment -- or is it time to "put on my big girl panties" and deal with home ownership?
*are we supposed to "figure it out"? whatever "it" is......
*how can I reconcile the talents that I have related to working and the deep-seated desire that I have to chunk that work out the window and be "just" a mom? am I going to have that choice to make?
*why do I have such a hard time waking up in the mornings? even when I know that I am getting sufficient sleep?
Ok, I'm going to stop there. I have many, many more questions swirling around in my brain, but I think that is enough for today. I don't want to freak anyone out or cause any of my readers undue worry. :-)